Dear Muse:
I thank you from the bottom of my heart.
As of right now, about 24 hours later, I decided to share my experience to you as an offering.
When you called me it was kind of sudden, but I really didn't think anything about it or you.
Then it was kind of weird that you apologized about having had a few drinks, because, who am I to judge about it?
When we went to walk to the sports fields, I clearly noticed your nervouseness with the way you walked, kind of stiff and fast, as in tension fast, yet I didn't think anything of it.
It was when we sat on the bench that I started getting this "vibe" flowing from you but I was full of doubt regarding a false reading.
It all came cristal clear when you challenged me about doing something you didn't belive I would do.
Still I hesitated to do something about it.
You looked charming in your white polka dots dress. It suits you charmingly.
Also, your painted toe nails in those femenine sandals, really you were heavenly.
And THEN ... the kiss. OMG! You are a great kisser! I didn't see that one comming too (your kisses being so delicious). Because of the way you were kissing me I dared to let my hands wander, groping your waist, feeling your skin, noticing the firmness in you. ´
It actually was a mind blowing experience. "So this is the way a woman feels!" was what I was thinking. And I let my hands wander again. Your legs, your knees, your back, your neck, your tummy, your forearms, your shoulders, anywhere and everywhere was wonderful, so different of what I've known, deffinitely shocking.
You were so overwhelmingly overflowingly sexual it was shoking.
The dormant wild beast in me started rousing.
I was shaking from the sheer intensity of the things I was feeling, not minding about my stiff neck, or the muscle fatigue bordering on cramps on my back do to my leaning on you because of our height differences.
Then we went back to the car and THERE you let loose.
Previously your hands had hinted not so subtly your intentions, but now overly intensse. They were full of hunger, brimming with desire, whith the boldness of despair as if you were yearnig to confirm something,
I of course wasn't going to fall behind and sarted to grope even more daringly, mirroring your heavy petting.
I blew my mind again when I felt your bottom. Sweet Lord, such an amazing derière!!!
There is absolutely no doubt God exists, for how else such a gorgeus creature would exist!
You pinched my nipples and it felt really pleassurable! I didn't know that I liked it OMG!
I prevented you to climb over to my seat and I fiercely regret it, because it was a desicion based on fear and it leaves me feeling dejected having fallen to my fears.
Natrurally time flew by and we made a pause to get closer to your place.
I devotedly searched for a quiet to keep whorshiping you.
This is something I haven't told you but I experienced divinity through you.
With such a sheer femininity you became THE Godess.
THAT is the main reason I was overwhelmed.
We started to go beyond heavy petting andI gathered the courage and slid my hand to your crotch.
The softness of your hair got me to the holly heavens,
I managed to find your wetness and time flowed differently. I think I entered the eternity...
And after a while, time was over. The time to take you to your place arrived.
I was in the seventh heaven, I couldn't think straight. I was both transformed and broken.
We talked a little bit after greatlely letting loose and I delivered you to your door.
I was unable to both belive my luck and deny it.
I felt glorious. I was walking on clouds. I felt so out of place but also so right!
As if some things snapped back to their right tracks.
I felt desired, desirable, handsome, manly and exquisitely delicious.
I felt ALIVE, accepted, cherished, bliss and blessed.
That is why, I thank you from the bottom of my heart.
For showing me so many things about yourself and about myself.
For being the vehicle that allowed me to reconnect.
For allowing yourself to BE.
You are wellcome in my heart, after all you earned a special place in it because of the things I felt with and through you, in where you are admired, respected, cherished, celebrated, admirated, venerated and many other things I can't quite put a name on them.
Does this sound weird? Yes it does!
Does it make sense? Well... I'm a profoundly spiritual person, so yes, this makes sense.... at least to me.
